Hey boys. Wanted to show you the gray Jockey Elance bikini briefs I'll be wearing to bed. Good night.

The Thanksgiving weekend is winding down & I'm wearing navy C-in2 low rise briefs w/orange trim. Enjoy the day!

Thanksgiving Weekend

It's Saturday evening and I'm headed home. Spent last evening and today with BL and we had a really good time. We met last night in Brooklyn for A Streetcar Named Desire with Cate Blanchett at BAM. I was 30 minutes late for dinner at Peter Beisl across the street from the BAM Gilman Opera House. I should have just skipped it. The moules that I ordered the first time I ate here were now chewy and unappetizing. The service was attentive but inefficient. Where was the bread? The lesbians next to us didn't help. I think they were making fun of us. Just penis envy. Anyway, off to the BAM Harvey Theater for A Streetcar Named Desire with Cate Blanchett. The space was cool and the performace great, but I kept thinking how Cate's Blanche DuBois reminded me of some southern drag queen. This may have been appropriate because the audience was filled with boys who didn't go away for the Holiday weekend and their partners. BL was popular last night. He knew every homo who walked passed our seats.
Stayed overnight at BL's place in the West Village. We actually managed to sleep through each other's snoring and my tossing and turning. We tried to have sex this morning at 7-ish but I couldn't keep my erection - even after 3 days of not jacking off - and he couldn't cum. We need to work through some performance anxiety issues, but my erection actually lasted longer than the last couple of times we had sex. After a quick shower, we went back to sleep.
We were up and about at around 11am and head to brunch at Bus Stop down the street on Hudson. The hash was salty and the eggs runny. Not my day for eating out. We decide to go uptown and see the Kadinsky exhibit at the Guggenheim.

It was fun and relaxing just to people watch and stroll by the art. I don't get Modern Art at all. I especially did not appreciate Anish Kapoor's Memory. It was all steel, drama and no substance. There were tons of tourists which is primarily the reason why I don't go to museums here in New York. I make it a point to just deal with it when I'm in Europe.
We walk through Central Park after the Guggenheim and it's cold. I'm still trying to get acclimated to the 50 degree weather. Winter is coming in 3 weeks. We stop by Frank Stella. I've been meaning to hit this store. I fell in love with their Loro Piana storm system coat at $599. Pricey, but more reasonable than the $1200 + for a Loro Piana storm system coat. BL asked it I wanted it for Christmas. Nope. Way too early in the relationship. I did agree to buy him the Lucia duvet and shams from Crate and Barrel. $260. Think investment...
We're both hungry and decide to have burgers at EJ's on Amsterdam Ave. Not as popular as it was in the past. Trash then, trash now.
We stop by the Barneys Co-Op on Broadway and BL picks up a Marc by Marc Jacobs blackwatch trouser for around $150. Fabulous in a more modern fit. I
found a navy scull cap similar to the J.Crew pair I lost a couple of years ago in Bloomingdales. $25 and incredibly hot. Only issue is the cap is midnight and not black. Barely noticable though. I guess I can only wear this with my camel J.Crew overcoat.
We take the 2 back downtown and spend the next couple of hours on the Internet and kissing. Had a great time with BL. My guard is coming down and I'm falling for him. BL is definitly digging me too. Let's watch what happens next. Peace for now.

Happy Thanksgiving boys! I'm wearing Jockey Elance bikinis. Wore them since hign school.

I'm off today. Yeh! I'm wearing Ginch Gonch Carolina Blue w/red piping low rise briefs. Hot!

Just cruised @ the $1 section in Target by this cute older dude. Where did he go?

Filipino breakfast this morning in Bergenfield, NJ. The food is unhealthy but good!

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I hooked up with Ian and Joe yesterday and the sex was good. I so wanted to get fucked by Joe and his almost 9" cock. I'm getting hard thinking about it. Just got behind me an fucked me doggy while I sucked on Ian's cock. Wow! The butt plug worked. He got his cock in there with the minimum of fuss. It was great to feel his dick deep inside my hole. Damn! I wish he used more lube. He could have fucked me all night. It was Ian's turn next. His cock is average and he fucked me while I was on his back. It was good also but I had him pull out when it got uncomfortable. Joe wanted to ride me so he slipped on a condom after blowing my hard cock. He squirmed on mu pole for a couple of minutes until he could take it any more. I'm still trying to figure out how guys can take big cocks for more than a couple of minutes in porn. It's a challenge. Ian came but Joe didn't. Not sure why. He always does. I needed this pounding because I haven't been getting any from Bill. He also hasn't been fun lately. Am I settling. He's cute mature and is really into me. What else can I ask for. More sex! I'll top him if he tops me.

BL & I had the BF conversation last night & we are official. I guess that means no more 3some or hookups. Maybe we can hookup together?

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I've been horney as hell lately and I was hoping that BL would be able to pound my hole last night and when asked responded with an unenthusiastic response. That in addition the text last night saying he was too tired to do much of anything. So what should I do? I'd like to get fucked too and I'm ok with fucking his as raw. I don't want this to be an open relationship and I'm not sure if I want to be one of those couples looking for a 3rd person every night. Maybe I'm ahead of myself. I guess we should wait for the relatioship conversation first. Wait an see.

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I haven't written much of anything for the last two weeks. I've been emotionally and physically drained from work and really busy with Bill. To top it all off I haven't been going to the gym and I've been trying to get over this cold. I also think vitamin c tabs make me more grumpy. Thankfully I'm slowly getting back to the groove with th gym. I'm not sure if I should switch, but I'm most accustomed the 41st st. NYSC.

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Just ended a really fun night with Bill. Thankfully, because my day at the office was pretty bad. We had unprotected sex before dinner at the Tavern on Jane. He mounted me while I pounded his not so tight hole. He got off and I didn't, but the fact that I kept my hard on was a major accomplishment. Anyway, we had dinner at Tavern in Jane in the West Village and the Prime Rib was good. This no good monkey that got on on 42 street essentially pushedy feet aside. I have bigger fight to battle that some ghetto bitch on the A train. Anyway, the crowd was very West Village, a mixture of gay and straight hip. No bridge and tunnel here. Dinner came to $100 fairly reasonable in this hood. Bill wanted me to stay over but we both snore and I really need to catch up on sleep an the gym, tomorrow am. I'll stay I'll stay over tomorrow night. We're planning to go to his friends anniversary party tomorrow night. You know how I am at parties were I don't know anyone. The last one year ago was a complete disaster. I really had a fun night with Bill. He did mention the L word, but not in that context. I'll keep the expectations low even for now. Who knows what will happen.

I was in some funk yesterday after my meeting with Len and Harry. I thought it just went ok. Harry talked for most of the meetig and let me respond to questions that he didn't have answers for. I don't remember if the last prep meeting me had was like this. I should remain focused on the next steps as apposed to dwelling on stuff like this. It's only an issue if Harry says so and he hasn't yet so I need to just get over it. Use this as an opportunity to get my A game up. Our next meeting won't be until Thursday so I need to be well prepared for that one.

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I'm on the A train uptown listening to a bunch of blacks kids trying to entertain the commuters with their version of "music". I can't keep a straight face!

Anyway, last nights pounding was really good. It started very late at 10:45pm but it was well worth it. Joe and Ian are absolutely adorable boy. Joe is a farm boy from Minnesota and Ian is Filipino from Australia. So. Joe and I kiss each other with some serious tongue action. I pull Ian over and start sucking face with him while Joe is sucking on my cock nice and deep. Ian starts to finger my hole and I ask him if he wants to fuck my ass nice and good. I start to suck on Ian's uncut cock and he begins to hold my head and starts to face fuck me. I gagged a couple of times but it was great. The next think I know is Ian flips me over and starts rim my hole while Joe sucks on my cock. I try to get Joe's nice thick cock in my mouth, but can't. I just suck and lick it. Ian takes a hit of poppers and I make sure I get a wiff. I'm not sure it I was really horny or what, but the sex felt great. Anyway, Ian put on a condom and my legs are up in the air. He gets that nice sized cock in my hole and starts pounding me while I suck on Joe's cock. I kept slapping and tugging on Ian's ass telling to fuck my hole hard and good. I wanted him to het that cock in me deeper. I flip over, get on my stomach and Ian mounts me and pounds me more while I suck on Joes cock, lick his balls and rim his pink hole. Yum. Ian kept fucking my hole and it felt great. Joe tells me he wants to get fucked. I put on a condon and slide my cock into his hole a little too fast. He was in pain but I was not going to pull out. I'm now on top of Joe and wait for Ian to get his cock back in my hole while I fuck his boyfriends. The three of us were in heaven. Ian pounded me good while I fucked Joe hard. Good shit.

Got the best pounding ever. Wow! Ian fucked me while I fucked Joe. We are both sore. Will be slightly late to the office tomorrow morning.

Almost 11pm in E. Harlem. Hopefully I don't get mugged waiting for Joe to buzz me in. Can't wait to get fucked!

Waiting for Joe's call. Really getting hard waiting for this threesome to happen. Will post how it goes.

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Went to go see Paranormal Activity with Bill and the movie was just ok. It was mildly scary and a little silly. We ate burgers at the Dish afterwards. Waiting to hear from Joe on the threesome. Not sure if I want it to happen or not. Bill and I have not had the exclusively dating conversation so it's fair game. If I can do this then Bill can too until we have that conversation. How would he react if he knew I was still having sex with other men and I can't even get it up for him. Not sure and don't know. It may be a non-issue if Joe does not call back. Whatever. Should I initiate that conversation or should I wait for Bill.

It's the Sunday after my 40th birthday and I'm off to see Paranormal Activity with Bill. He seems like a great guy an I may be falling for him. I capture so many thoughts yesterday but this damn application did not save. Let me see if I can get them all down now.

We ate at La Bottega at the Meritime hotel on Friday night. It was decent Italian food. I had black pasta with baby octopus. It was spicey but good. I'm surprised because I don't normally like spicey food. We went back to Bill's apartment and watch Get Smart. He bought me a toothbrush and chocolates. Wow. Either my breath really smells or he'd like me to stay over more often. The the fun and games came next. We tried to have sex. It was so bad that I wouldn't call it sex. He took a Cialis and I popped a Viagra. He got hard and I initally did but couldn't maintain it. He did manage to get his thick cock in my ass and pound me in two positions but it started to get uncomfortable. I should be enjoying a nice thich cock in my ass but I'm not sure what was going on. Maybe I should try poppers. Anyway not only was the sex bad, but I was having a case of gas. When he pulled out, the gas released. I tried to fuck him with a semi flaccid penis but couldn't keep it up. I felt like crap. I hope it didn't frustrate him. I know I would be. We took a shower together and talked and held each other in bed. Boy, are we emotionally scared / fucked up. We both have insecurity issues. Maybe we were really meant for each other. We had Saturday brunch together at Viceroy. That place still sucks. Brunch was just ok. Spent the rest of the day with dad.
I need to be relaxed with Bill. Have no expectations on the outing or the sex. I should just be myslef. Well at least a nicer self.

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I just typed over 1600 characters in my blog and I just lost it. I detailed what happened last night, and I'm pissed. I need to capture my thoughts later.

Tomorrow's my birthday. I am appreciative & thankful for all I have: my health, a loving family, great friends, a fun career & a new boo...

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Bill looks pretty good cleaned up. He'd even look better if he got rid of that awful beard. He showed me picture without the scruff and he looks damn hot! I'm not going to force myself on him. At least not yet. He does seem needy. Don't we all, but extra with him. Not sure if that's good or bad. I'm needy, but not as much as him. His kissing style is unique. It's like a dog running his tongue around your gumline. Whatever. I should be happy that I have a boyfriend. Especially a mature BF with an apartment in the West Village. Our sense of style differs. He's Banana Republic and I'm J.Crew. He's Contemporary and I'm updated traditional. Differences and dissimilar interests are always good. I believe it adds spice to a relationship. He's not overly fem. Thank God. That is not my cup of tea. Now the sex. We haven't had it yet. I'm thinking Friday. Need to clean up for then and stop taking the cold meds so my sex drive will come back. It better be good. But how do I politely ask him to take his Cialis? Just some thoughts from a boy who's happy to have what he has, good health, great family, loyal friends and a new BF. Thank you God. Now let's see where this goes.

That BITCH deserves all she gets for pissing me off LY during my birthday.

That pig bottom Detective worked @ 1PP & use to date the captain of the former precinct, a Hispanic Papi Chulo we bumped into @ West Elm.

LY I dated an NYPD Detective, who was a big old pig bottom, cute though. He pissed me off on my Birthday. TY white collar/LY city worker.

We have a date scheduled for my Birthday on Friday. Low key stuff. Dinner, movie & sex. What else could a boy want for his birthday?!

Hey boys. Had a date w/Bill last night. We ate at a Tapas Bar in the W. Village. Yum! He seems to like me and I'm falling for him.

Shopping for eyeglasses @ Garden State Plaza. Looking for that special pair screams Come Fuck Me! Just what I need right now.

The morons in McDonalds really pissed me off and couldn't get my order right. I had to keep repeating myself.

Not sure what to do if one of my Fuck Buddies calls. Bill & I haven't had the dating exclusively conversations yet. What's a boy to do?

Bill is a great guy. Seeing him Sunday to look for new eyeglasses at this cool shop on Bleeker. Expensive though. Want drama in my eyewear.

Because of my previous dating disasters. I really don't have any expectations when I date. In the past year, I never got beyond 4 months.

Had dinner w/Bill in Chelsea. He kept mentioning the word Boyfriend and Relationship. Should I be worried? Isn't it too early?

I'm planning on taking this really slow and seeing where it goes. Again no expectations. Let's see what happens this week. Food & sex...

Slept over in the W. Village w/the new boy. He is very interested & we're moving forward. He's starting to call me on a daily basis.

Taking it easy today. Need to catch up w/rest & relaxation. No sex. Just sleep & tv. The new boy call me & is headed to the office.

Pandorum was crazy! If you like fast action horror. See it!

@ the Garden State Plaza AMC. Surrogates sucked. Save your money! Waiting for Pandorum to start. Hopefully it's better.

Headed to my third date with Bill an still don't know what to expect. The last date two weeks ago started out well and then ended with a thump. He seems interested but that's what I thought of Terrence. There's still a level of uncertainty just like what I experienced with Andrew at the beginning. I remember when we had that what the fuck moment. I experence that with Bill walking out of the italian restaurant. He's attractive and seems to have a great personality. He's established and has a career. All traits that I'm looking for. I just don't know why to expect. Were going to have dinner in Chelsea and then catch the Coco Chanel movie. Can't wait! He wants me to sleep over. Not sure yet.

Let's see how insistent he is.

Yearly checkup w/my cute gay doctor @ NYH Weill Cornell. I'm going to discuss my cold and how I've been a hookah. His BF is my other doctor.

Peter wasn't into it tonight but Jason pounded w/his 8.5" cock doggy & then me sitting on it. Wow! I need to get some more of that...

3some with the boys tonight in E. Harlem. I'll make sure that I'm extra lubed up so Peter can pound me hard and good!

Bought magnum condoms (not for me) for the 3some tonight @ Duane Reade and the sales girl cut her eyes at me! I smiled back.

Wearing white Jockey bikini briefs under my gray FF dress trousers. Hot! To all the boys into underwear, what are you wearing?

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The 3some last night with Peter and Jason was just good. Not one of the best like last week. I'm not sure what the issue was. I couldn't get rock hard at all. At some point Jason sat on and rode my semi flacid cock. It could be the cold and couch medicine. Not sure. I'm sure he wanted something a little more rock solid. The poppers were out last night but not as much as before. I'm not sure, but Peter lit something then smoked it. What was it? Who knows, but he gave me some serious lengua afterwards. You'd think I would so enjoy fucking Jason while Peter pounded my ass, but at some point it started to feel uncomfortable. Was it because he was rough, the lube? Who knows. All I know was Jason enjoyed the fucking I gave him! Jason did manage to get his cock in my hole. He's bigger than Peter but still manageable. I sat and ride it, but at that point he couldn't seem to keep it hard. He then asked me to fuck him. I did like the various positions. Peter pounded me while I sucked on Jason's big cock, being sandwhiched between the two and sitting on Peter's cock. Wow and Yum! I just so wanted to be n the zone and fuck for mire than an hour, but really couldn't. To top it all off, Peter recieved a call from his boss asking him to do something. That ruined the mood too. Maybe this is a sign from God to stop creeping. Let me think about it. I've gotten fucked more in the last 4 weeks than the last 8 years. Sad but true. Like David told me yesterday. Understand my motivation and make a decision from there. Don't know. Need to think about it a little more.

I was so the bottom w/Peter & Jason. This piggy was asking for that cock harder and harder while pounding Peter, who's the other pig.

Got the best pounding 2 minutes ago. I can barely walk & freaking sore sitting in the cab. I rimmed and fucked Peter while Jason pounded me!

Just cleaned up before I take a cab over to the boys in E. Harlem. I'm looking forward to a great 3-way after a long day @ the office.

The 3some originally scheduled for Sat. is now on for Tues. @ 7:30p. The boys are excited. It's a challenge to get to E. Harlem from WaHe.

The new boy is back from SF & we made plans for Friday. He asked if I was hooking up w/guys on A4A & I wasn't honest. I need to stop. Maybe?

About the quickie in Harlem. His thick cock made my hole really sore. But it feels great. He wanted to chat but I wanted to go home.

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Just got fucked by this 23y/o w/a thick 8" cock. Wow! I couldn't be my vocal self because he had roommates and his room had no door!

Home sick today. Bill called me last night from SF and said he missed me. Will see him on Friday. What should I think? I'm may be jaded.

Unfortunately, the 3some with the boys in East Harlem never happened. Joe and Ian just flakes out. I shouldn't be surprised, but I was really looking forward to it. The sex that I had with them on Monday was some of the best that I've had in a while. I canceled all my plans on Saturday to hook up with them and where did that get me absolutely nowhere. To be honest, I'm trying to get over a bad cold and that's what I should really be focusing on.

Last night I received a phone call from the new boy. As you know he's in SF for a wedding and he just wanted to say hi. Who knows, maybe he's there for Folsom and not telling me the truth. Whatever. The fact that he said he missed me means a lot. But the cautious me may say don't read into anything because it is just way too early for anything. I think I like him. But I have my reservations, which I'll probably bring up later. I've been frustrasted in the past with so many relationships that fizzled that I really don't know how to approach this. I'd love to hear from you boys out there. Give me your point of view and tell me also what you'd like to see and hear about me. Peace and love.

Peter, his BF, & I took turn on fucking each other & I plan on doing the same. His cock is slightly smaller but he is more built than Jason.

Jason, w/the nice 7.5" cock wants to fuck me this time. He took my cock last Monday night and really enjoyed it. I can't wait!

I'm playing w/a butt plug right now prepping for another fuck session w/the boys in E. Harlem. Can't wait to get a pounding.

Less than 3 weeks before my 40 birthday and I'm having sex with practically responds to my to my profile on Manhunt or Adam4Adam. What the hell am I doing. I wouldn't have ever imagined myself doing this at the beginning of the summer. Wow! I've come a long way and my comfort zone has grown dramatically. I am enjoying myself. This is far better than just staying at home jacking off or doing nothing. Right. I don't feel cheap or whorish. I'm trying to make up for all the lost time and sex. I need to make sure that I don't put myself in dangerous situations. I don't want to be a statistic.

I wouldn't have met Bill if I didn't place my profile on Adam4Adam. He seems like a nice guy, but I'm concerned about his issues. He has medical issues and is on Prozac. But will these prevent a great relationship from developing into someting special? I'm not sure. My initial impression is that he is an attractive guy with a great personality who live in a great neighborhood. He also has a great job. So what more can a boy ask for? I can answer that. I want a guy who gets, respects, loves and appreciates me. And all of this lasting more than 18 months. Tall order. But this boy wants to dream!

I'd like to take things really slow and not put a high expectation on everything. He seems to like things slow except for the sex. I need to load up on Viagra and make sure that I give him exactly what he wants. I also need to make sure that I speak up and out when there are issues. No mousy boy here. I promise to make this work!

I want my money back! Final Destination was just ok. The boys were cute though!

Watching Final Destination on 34th & 8th w/the NJ boy & my future BF just texted me. He's in SF for a wedding. I miss him.

I'm sitting on the 79th st. crosstown bus wondering what happened! My tight hole wants more pounding. Will see if that can happen later.

I'm seeing the NJ dude for dinner & a movie later. I should just tell him I'm not interested. He stalked me for 2 weeks while I was sick.

Got a pounding if you can call it that. Lasted for about 3 minutes. My FB Phil just came & that was it. I should have stayed @ the office.

The boys sniffed poppers while we fucked each other. I didn't, but now I have a headache. I don't get that stuff. What's it suppose to do?

Just came from one hot 3some. We took turns pounding each other. Yum! These boys were hot. The only issue is they live in east Harlem.

BTW, the new boy tried to fuck me Sat. night and my tight hole wouldn't take his appropriately sized cock. Wonder what happened?

Waiting to hear back from an asian/white couple in Harlem for a 3some. Yum. I could use a good pounding from 2 cute boys.

Spoke w/the boy & maybe the date yesterday went better than I expected. He's busy this week & off to SF over the weekend. Maybe I can play?

WOW! Just saw REC which was the original Spanish horror flick that Quarantine was based off. Excellent scary movie & I suggest you PPV it. http://ping.fm/9ebrs

Not sure how the date went. Started out fine but then went down hill. Not sure what happened. Really frustrated right now!

Remind me never to eat Italian food on dates. I just think it's bad luck.

On 8th ave in Chelsea. Ate @ Intermezzo w/the boy. Remind me not to eat on 8th Ave. The boys really need to step up the dining in this hood!

@ Billys on 9th ave. I so dislike cupcakes, but the new boy likes them. Also, why are the boys here? Too many carbs.

At a bench on the Highline by the Standard hotel watching the tourist and boys go by. What a tourist trap. Don't believe the hype!

Headed to the W. Village. No expectations set. Ideally I'd like a lot of rough and tumble sex. Watch what happens...

Just got a haircut on Christopher St. & now headed home. No one was @ work today. Should have just stayed in bed. No one to play w/either.

Spoke w/the new boy. Date is set for Sat. night. Dinner & movie in Chelsea then sex @ his place in the West Village. YUM!

Still not feeling well. Meeting a cute 45 y/o guy in front of Gym tonight. He seem relationship oriented, but he found me on Adam4Adam?

I'm going to work tomorrow even though I'm still under the weather (I don't have H1N1). Meeting this guy tomorrow night @ GYM for drinks.

This boy still does not feel good, but I managed to update my profile and upload new pics on Manhunt and Adam4adam.

Not feeling well & called in sick. I can't seem to fall back asleep. What to do? Surf porn?

Plus, this bottom that wanted me to fuck him is not returning my text. I should just focus on finding Mr. Right & not deal with this BS.

The NJ dude I may have been interested in called & told me he is dating another NJ guy. Great. I guess that leaves me with the stralker.

I'm starting to think that the NJ dude I met two weeks ago is stalking me. He keeps calling, emailing and texting. I'm just not into him.

The potential FB @95 Wall St. was a bust. He was not cute @all. He did have a thick c-ck. He wanted me to f-ck him but I couldn't stay hard.

Plan on leaving the office @ 3p and then head to the gym. I have time scheduled with a new potential FB @ 5p. Will keep you Boys posted.

It was very depressing in NYC this morning. I was ready to break out in tears when I heard the church bells from my office. Never forget.

It was very depressing in NYC this morning. I was ready to break out in tears when I heard the church bells from my office. Never forget.

Plan on leaving the office @ 3p and then head to the gym. I have time scheduled with a new potential FB @ 5p. Will keep you Boys posted.

The potential FB @95 Wall St. was a bust. He was not cute @all. He did have a thick c-ck. He wanted me to f-ck him but I couldn't stay hard.

Plan on leaving the office @ 3p and then head to the gym. I have time scheduled with a new potential FB @ 5p. Will keep you Boys posted.

It was very depressing in NYC this morning. I was ready to break out in tears when I heard the church bells from my office. Never forget.

Getting my shoes shined. Thhookahs's got a big meeting with the man and his boss. I'm an exec first then I play later.

Big meeting today withy boss, the CFO and his boss, the president. I'm slightly nervous but I'm ready with my statistics, supporting info and factoids. At least I think so. There is always a question or two that I wil not have an answer for. The meeting is scheduled for 3pm eastern. Let's watch what happens...

This hookah is an executive first before all the fun, games and pounding. It pays the bills and supports my lifestyle. Once today's over, I'll go back to the naughtly me.

Relaxed this evening by working on my blog & then J/O to CF's Cade f-cks Conner. Wish I could get pounded before the big meeting tomorrow.

In bed wearing my J.Crew boxers and tee. Big meeting tomorrow w/the man & the boss. Will skip the gym and go directly to the office to prep.

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Hey boys. I'm on the downtown A train at 5:35am headed for the gym. I had a fun an relaxing Labor Day weekend. I took Friday off, got a pound from Phil, went with the folks to AC, saw District 9 with Chris and hooked up with Rich yesterday (which was kind of a non- event. This is probably the most I've done in any weekend let alone a Holiday weekend. I'm happy that I've taken this game to the next level with the setting up a Manhunt account and actually hooking up with these random guys. It still is a nerve racking experience no knowing what will happen after I enter their apartment beside getting a good pounding. I don't want to be another statistic. Just to recap, te first dude I met was Luke. A chubby bear a couple of blocks from me. Really no interested in hooking p again. Well, maybe if I was desperate. Then Phil, a Frederick Fekkai (sp) merchandiser who is apparently in a non-relationship. I've been to his place twice with the first fuck a two rounder. The second time was a 15 minute quicky because he had to head to Manhasset. Right size cock and good personality. The only issue is he takes poppers. God only knows what else he does. Yesterdays experience was with Rick. Hot, hot, hot with nice thick cock. It was strange thoug because he hardly spoke even after I asked him to lead. All we, I mean, all I did was give him a blow job. Before he came, he asked me to tell him how much I loved his cock. Then he shot on my chest. He examined my hole during the middle of the session. Not sure why. Was he checking if I was d & d free, maybe overly stretch out? Who knows. I wasn't sure and I'm not going to waste any grey matter to understand that one. It did irk me yesterday but I'm over it. Before bed. I setup an Adam 4 Adam account which has a it more guys in Washington Heights than Manhunt. Let's watch what happens. By the way, I'm wearing Jockey elance bikini briefs undervllv my gym short. They make me hot and horney. That's it. The next two days will be hellish with my prep then presentation tomorrow morning.

One last note and then I'll stop. He told me to tell him how much I liked his c-ck while he J/Od. True but come on. What an ego.

That boy had no personality! He hardly said a word & I told him to lead. I don't read minds. I'm frustrated because I didn't get a pounding!

I won't be seeing him again. BTW, he shot on my chest. I was so wigged out by this dude, that I passed on washing up. Strange experience!

I can only blow so much and he wanted a lot of slurping. Cute guy but didn't talk much and he gave me an examination. Strange experience.

Funniest thing happened to me uptown. This guy who I thought would give me a pounding made me do all the work.

Headed back to NYC. Gym, office (stuff I should have done on Thursday) then some pounding in the UES. Potential new FB. We'll see. Peace.

Just shot globs and globs J/O to vintage Tommy D f-cling Dylan. Yum. Anyway no pounding today because the FB couldn't get his shit straight.

Chris is a nice guy, the NJ dude, but I'm not into him. We had brunch & saw District 9. The cute boys were out & I kept getting distracted.

@ the gym. Got a text from the FB. His BF changed plans & I can't come over for a pounding. Need to get the NJ boy here fast for brunch.

Saw a cute straight boy buying briefs at TJ Maxx this afternoon. A rare sight! I was hot & hard. It seems only the gay boys buy briefs.

Wore Jockey Elance bikini briefs under my J.Crew shorts today. Felt hot & sexy! Will put on Cin2s later and maybe 2xist no shows tomorrow.

The FB & I are both back in the city tomorrow, so I get a pounding. Hopefully not as rushed as Friday. Sunday schedule=gym, f-ck and movie.

To-dos are complete! Yippee! Except GNC only had Monster Milk in Vanilla and I loves me the Chocolate. At the pool for much needed sun.

Grouchy this morning. Have tons of stuff to-do. Haircut, Target and then GNC. Need to get sun today. Sunday and Monday are cloudy in NYC.

I didn't cum this morning after the quick pounding from the FB. He texts me after it hits him that I didn't shoot my load all over his face.

There is a nip in the air @ the shore. Wondering where the cute boys are? Only breeders. Keeping myself busy setting up my new blog.

Seeing a movie with one of the boys on Sunday. Not a date. Just hanging out. Need some FB variety. Anyone interested? Tight and clean here!

See boys, no pecs no sex also works for breeders. Beautiful morning in NYC. @ 96th and 1st and headed for the shore. Back Sunday.

Sitting in Starbucks on the UES and this built cute guy gets hit on by this random girl. They had Pittsburgh in common!?

Back to the FB. It was a quick 15 minutes of rough pounding and he came. I don't need to cum. The pounding is good enough. Maybe later.

I'm walking up 1st Ave.,the East Side. I use to live here, now it's incredibly foreign. Still preppy post collegiate straight. Not my scene.

The FB was on a mission! I walk in and the next thing I know he is pounding my tight hole. Sitting on his cock also hit the right spot!

Just arrived at the gym and the showers are closed. Should have stayed in bed!

Just comfirmed a morning pounding with the FB. Can't wait! Great way to start the long weekend.

This cute but stupid dude expects me to go to the East Side & get a pounding. As much as I need a good f-ck, it's not happening. In boxers.

The cute Asian due next to me I thing wants to hook up. Those boys have small d-cks. May not do it for me.

Just got to the gym. Wearing Jockey bikini briefs under my shorts. Hot, sexy and all horny now.

Ready for bed and incredibly tired. Dates can be emotionally and physically exhausting. Weights tomorrow morning @ 6am. No pecs, no sex.

I may soon be a chubby chaser. The FB wanted me to get off work early & come get a pounding. Couldn't leave the office.

In Chelsea, 23rd & 8th and the boys are stumbling by. Waiting for the new boy to show. I hope he's not the chub sitting in Starbucks.

Finishing up on the elyptical then abs and legs. If you are in NYC, go to the NYSC @ 6am on 41st & 8th and hit me up!

4:50a had time to J/O before rushing to the gym. Lost my 1yr Metrocard. Pain in the ass to replace. Dinner & drinks tonight w/another boy.

The boy I met for dinner won't stop calling or texting me & I'm ready for bed. He's a bottom. We'll spend most of our time bumping pussies.

Had a long day @ the office. Don't know if I have the emotional or physical energy to entertain this boy. Dinner & drinks in Hell's Kitchen.

@ Port Authority waiting for the guy I met on Grindr. This place is a mess! The NJ boys are cute but I should rethink seeing a B&T boy!

In bed alone in J.Crew boxers. W/Manhunt, you'd think finding a FB is easy. No! Just boys who BS! Gym @6am then the office. I need a BF!

Scheduling issue w/the FB. JO'd instead. Not until Fri. morning. Sitting in 2xist no show briefs listening to house. What to do? Any takers?