Headed to my third date with Bill an still don't know what to expect. The last date two weeks ago started out well and then ended with a thump. He seems interested but that's what I thought of Terrence. There's still a level of uncertainty just like what I experienced with Andrew at the beginning. I remember when we had that what the fuck moment. I experence that with Bill walking out of the italian restaurant. He's attractive and seems to have a great personality. He's established and has a career. All traits that I'm looking for. I just don't know why to expect. Were going to have dinner in Chelsea and then catch the Coco Chanel movie. Can't wait! He wants me to sleep over. Not sure yet.

Let's see how insistent he is.