Wearing white Jockey bikini briefs under my gray FF dress trousers. Hot! To all the boys into underwear, what are you wearing?

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The 3some last night with Peter and Jason was just good. Not one of the best like last week. I'm not sure what the issue was. I couldn't get rock hard at all. At some point Jason sat on and rode my semi flacid cock. It could be the cold and couch medicine. Not sure. I'm sure he wanted something a little more rock solid. The poppers were out last night but not as much as before. I'm not sure, but Peter lit something then smoked it. What was it? Who knows, but he gave me some serious lengua afterwards. You'd think I would so enjoy fucking Jason while Peter pounded my ass, but at some point it started to feel uncomfortable. Was it because he was rough, the lube? Who knows. All I know was Jason enjoyed the fucking I gave him! Jason did manage to get his cock in my hole. He's bigger than Peter but still manageable. I sat and ride it, but at that point he couldn't seem to keep it hard. He then asked me to fuck him. I did like the various positions. Peter pounded me while I sucked on Jason's big cock, being sandwhiched between the two and sitting on Peter's cock. Wow and Yum! I just so wanted to be n the zone and fuck for mire than an hour, but really couldn't. To top it all off, Peter recieved a call from his boss asking him to do something. That ruined the mood too. Maybe this is a sign from God to stop creeping. Let me think about it. I've gotten fucked more in the last 4 weeks than the last 8 years. Sad but true. Like David told me yesterday. Understand my motivation and make a decision from there. Don't know. Need to think about it a little more.

I was so the bottom w/Peter & Jason. This piggy was asking for that cock harder and harder while pounding Peter, who's the other pig.

Got the best pounding 2 minutes ago. I can barely walk & freaking sore sitting in the cab. I rimmed and fucked Peter while Jason pounded me!

Just cleaned up before I take a cab over to the boys in E. Harlem. I'm looking forward to a great 3-way after a long day @ the office.

The 3some originally scheduled for Sat. is now on for Tues. @ 7:30p. The boys are excited. It's a challenge to get to E. Harlem from WaHe.

The new boy is back from SF & we made plans for Friday. He asked if I was hooking up w/guys on A4A & I wasn't honest. I need to stop. Maybe?

About the quickie in Harlem. His thick cock made my hole really sore. But it feels great. He wanted to chat but I wanted to go home.

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Just got fucked by this 23y/o w/a thick 8" cock. Wow! I couldn't be my vocal self because he had roommates and his room had no door!

Home sick today. Bill called me last night from SF and said he missed me. Will see him on Friday. What should I think? I'm may be jaded.

Unfortunately, the 3some with the boys in East Harlem never happened. Joe and Ian just flakes out. I shouldn't be surprised, but I was really looking forward to it. The sex that I had with them on Monday was some of the best that I've had in a while. I canceled all my plans on Saturday to hook up with them and where did that get me absolutely nowhere. To be honest, I'm trying to get over a bad cold and that's what I should really be focusing on.

Last night I received a phone call from the new boy. As you know he's in SF for a wedding and he just wanted to say hi. Who knows, maybe he's there for Folsom and not telling me the truth. Whatever. The fact that he said he missed me means a lot. But the cautious me may say don't read into anything because it is just way too early for anything. I think I like him. But I have my reservations, which I'll probably bring up later. I've been frustrasted in the past with so many relationships that fizzled that I really don't know how to approach this. I'd love to hear from you boys out there. Give me your point of view and tell me also what you'd like to see and hear about me. Peace and love.

Peter, his BF, & I took turn on fucking each other & I plan on doing the same. His cock is slightly smaller but he is more built than Jason.

Jason, w/the nice 7.5" cock wants to fuck me this time. He took my cock last Monday night and really enjoyed it. I can't wait!

I'm playing w/a butt plug right now prepping for another fuck session w/the boys in E. Harlem. Can't wait to get a pounding.

Less than 3 weeks before my 40 birthday and I'm having sex with practically responds to my to my profile on Manhunt or Adam4Adam. What the hell am I doing. I wouldn't have ever imagined myself doing this at the beginning of the summer. Wow! I've come a long way and my comfort zone has grown dramatically. I am enjoying myself. This is far better than just staying at home jacking off or doing nothing. Right. I don't feel cheap or whorish. I'm trying to make up for all the lost time and sex. I need to make sure that I don't put myself in dangerous situations. I don't want to be a statistic.

I wouldn't have met Bill if I didn't place my profile on Adam4Adam. He seems like a nice guy, but I'm concerned about his issues. He has medical issues and is on Prozac. But will these prevent a great relationship from developing into someting special? I'm not sure. My initial impression is that he is an attractive guy with a great personality who live in a great neighborhood. He also has a great job. So what more can a boy ask for? I can answer that. I want a guy who gets, respects, loves and appreciates me. And all of this lasting more than 18 months. Tall order. But this boy wants to dream!

I'd like to take things really slow and not put a high expectation on everything. He seems to like things slow except for the sex. I need to load up on Viagra and make sure that I give him exactly what he wants. I also need to make sure that I speak up and out when there are issues. No mousy boy here. I promise to make this work!

I want my money back! Final Destination was just ok. The boys were cute though!

Watching Final Destination on 34th & 8th w/the NJ boy & my future BF just texted me. He's in SF for a wedding. I miss him.

I'm sitting on the 79th st. crosstown bus wondering what happened! My tight hole wants more pounding. Will see if that can happen later.

I'm seeing the NJ dude for dinner & a movie later. I should just tell him I'm not interested. He stalked me for 2 weeks while I was sick.

Got a pounding if you can call it that. Lasted for about 3 minutes. My FB Phil just came & that was it. I should have stayed @ the office.

The boys sniffed poppers while we fucked each other. I didn't, but now I have a headache. I don't get that stuff. What's it suppose to do?

Just came from one hot 3some. We took turns pounding each other. Yum! These boys were hot. The only issue is they live in east Harlem.

BTW, the new boy tried to fuck me Sat. night and my tight hole wouldn't take his appropriately sized cock. Wonder what happened?

Waiting to hear back from an asian/white couple in Harlem for a 3some. Yum. I could use a good pounding from 2 cute boys.

Spoke w/the boy & maybe the date yesterday went better than I expected. He's busy this week & off to SF over the weekend. Maybe I can play?

WOW! Just saw REC which was the original Spanish horror flick that Quarantine was based off. Excellent scary movie & I suggest you PPV it. http://ping.fm/9ebrs

Not sure how the date went. Started out fine but then went down hill. Not sure what happened. Really frustrated right now!

Remind me never to eat Italian food on dates. I just think it's bad luck.

On 8th ave in Chelsea. Ate @ Intermezzo w/the boy. Remind me not to eat on 8th Ave. The boys really need to step up the dining in this hood!

@ Billys on 9th ave. I so dislike cupcakes, but the new boy likes them. Also, why are the boys here? Too many carbs.

At a bench on the Highline by the Standard hotel watching the tourist and boys go by. What a tourist trap. Don't believe the hype!

Headed to the W. Village. No expectations set. Ideally I'd like a lot of rough and tumble sex. Watch what happens...

Just got a haircut on Christopher St. & now headed home. No one was @ work today. Should have just stayed in bed. No one to play w/either.

Spoke w/the new boy. Date is set for Sat. night. Dinner & movie in Chelsea then sex @ his place in the West Village. YUM!

Still not feeling well. Meeting a cute 45 y/o guy in front of Gym tonight. He seem relationship oriented, but he found me on Adam4Adam?

I'm going to work tomorrow even though I'm still under the weather (I don't have H1N1). Meeting this guy tomorrow night @ GYM for drinks.

This boy still does not feel good, but I managed to update my profile and upload new pics on Manhunt and Adam4adam.

Not feeling well & called in sick. I can't seem to fall back asleep. What to do? Surf porn?

Plus, this bottom that wanted me to fuck him is not returning my text. I should just focus on finding Mr. Right & not deal with this BS.

The NJ dude I may have been interested in called & told me he is dating another NJ guy. Great. I guess that leaves me with the stralker.

I'm starting to think that the NJ dude I met two weeks ago is stalking me. He keeps calling, emailing and texting. I'm just not into him.

The potential FB @95 Wall St. was a bust. He was not cute @all. He did have a thick c-ck. He wanted me to f-ck him but I couldn't stay hard.

Plan on leaving the office @ 3p and then head to the gym. I have time scheduled with a new potential FB @ 5p. Will keep you Boys posted.

It was very depressing in NYC this morning. I was ready to break out in tears when I heard the church bells from my office. Never forget.

It was very depressing in NYC this morning. I was ready to break out in tears when I heard the church bells from my office. Never forget.

Plan on leaving the office @ 3p and then head to the gym. I have time scheduled with a new potential FB @ 5p. Will keep you Boys posted.

The potential FB @95 Wall St. was a bust. He was not cute @all. He did have a thick c-ck. He wanted me to f-ck him but I couldn't stay hard.

Plan on leaving the office @ 3p and then head to the gym. I have time scheduled with a new potential FB @ 5p. Will keep you Boys posted.

It was very depressing in NYC this morning. I was ready to break out in tears when I heard the church bells from my office. Never forget.

Getting my shoes shined. Thhookahs's got a big meeting with the man and his boss. I'm an exec first then I play later.

Big meeting today withy boss, the CFO and his boss, the president. I'm slightly nervous but I'm ready with my statistics, supporting info and factoids. At least I think so. There is always a question or two that I wil not have an answer for. The meeting is scheduled for 3pm eastern. Let's watch what happens...

This hookah is an executive first before all the fun, games and pounding. It pays the bills and supports my lifestyle. Once today's over, I'll go back to the naughtly me.

Relaxed this evening by working on my blog & then J/O to CF's Cade f-cks Conner. Wish I could get pounded before the big meeting tomorrow.

In bed wearing my J.Crew boxers and tee. Big meeting tomorrow w/the man & the boss. Will skip the gym and go directly to the office to prep.

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Hey boys. I'm on the downtown A train at 5:35am headed for the gym. I had a fun an relaxing Labor Day weekend. I took Friday off, got a pound from Phil, went with the folks to AC, saw District 9 with Chris and hooked up with Rich yesterday (which was kind of a non- event. This is probably the most I've done in any weekend let alone a Holiday weekend. I'm happy that I've taken this game to the next level with the setting up a Manhunt account and actually hooking up with these random guys. It still is a nerve racking experience no knowing what will happen after I enter their apartment beside getting a good pounding. I don't want to be another statistic. Just to recap, te first dude I met was Luke. A chubby bear a couple of blocks from me. Really no interested in hooking p again. Well, maybe if I was desperate. Then Phil, a Frederick Fekkai (sp) merchandiser who is apparently in a non-relationship. I've been to his place twice with the first fuck a two rounder. The second time was a 15 minute quicky because he had to head to Manhasset. Right size cock and good personality. The only issue is he takes poppers. God only knows what else he does. Yesterdays experience was with Rick. Hot, hot, hot with nice thick cock. It was strange thoug because he hardly spoke even after I asked him to lead. All we, I mean, all I did was give him a blow job. Before he came, he asked me to tell him how much I loved his cock. Then he shot on my chest. He examined my hole during the middle of the session. Not sure why. Was he checking if I was d & d free, maybe overly stretch out? Who knows. I wasn't sure and I'm not going to waste any grey matter to understand that one. It did irk me yesterday but I'm over it. Before bed. I setup an Adam 4 Adam account which has a it more guys in Washington Heights than Manhunt. Let's watch what happens. By the way, I'm wearing Jockey elance bikini briefs undervllv my gym short. They make me hot and horney. That's it. The next two days will be hellish with my prep then presentation tomorrow morning.

One last note and then I'll stop. He told me to tell him how much I liked his c-ck while he J/Od. True but come on. What an ego.

That boy had no personality! He hardly said a word & I told him to lead. I don't read minds. I'm frustrated because I didn't get a pounding!

I won't be seeing him again. BTW, he shot on my chest. I was so wigged out by this dude, that I passed on washing up. Strange experience!

I can only blow so much and he wanted a lot of slurping. Cute guy but didn't talk much and he gave me an examination. Strange experience.

Funniest thing happened to me uptown. This guy who I thought would give me a pounding made me do all the work.

Headed back to NYC. Gym, office (stuff I should have done on Thursday) then some pounding in the UES. Potential new FB. We'll see. Peace.

Just shot globs and globs J/O to vintage Tommy D f-cling Dylan. Yum. Anyway no pounding today because the FB couldn't get his shit straight.

Chris is a nice guy, the NJ dude, but I'm not into him. We had brunch & saw District 9. The cute boys were out & I kept getting distracted.

@ the gym. Got a text from the FB. His BF changed plans & I can't come over for a pounding. Need to get the NJ boy here fast for brunch.

Saw a cute straight boy buying briefs at TJ Maxx this afternoon. A rare sight! I was hot & hard. It seems only the gay boys buy briefs.

Wore Jockey Elance bikini briefs under my J.Crew shorts today. Felt hot & sexy! Will put on Cin2s later and maybe 2xist no shows tomorrow.

The FB & I are both back in the city tomorrow, so I get a pounding. Hopefully not as rushed as Friday. Sunday schedule=gym, f-ck and movie.

To-dos are complete! Yippee! Except GNC only had Monster Milk in Vanilla and I loves me the Chocolate. At the pool for much needed sun.

Grouchy this morning. Have tons of stuff to-do. Haircut, Target and then GNC. Need to get sun today. Sunday and Monday are cloudy in NYC.

I didn't cum this morning after the quick pounding from the FB. He texts me after it hits him that I didn't shoot my load all over his face.

There is a nip in the air @ the shore. Wondering where the cute boys are? Only breeders. Keeping myself busy setting up my new blog.

Seeing a movie with one of the boys on Sunday. Not a date. Just hanging out. Need some FB variety. Anyone interested? Tight and clean here!

See boys, no pecs no sex also works for breeders. Beautiful morning in NYC. @ 96th and 1st and headed for the shore. Back Sunday.

Sitting in Starbucks on the UES and this built cute guy gets hit on by this random girl. They had Pittsburgh in common!?

Back to the FB. It was a quick 15 minutes of rough pounding and he came. I don't need to cum. The pounding is good enough. Maybe later.

I'm walking up 1st Ave.,the East Side. I use to live here, now it's incredibly foreign. Still preppy post collegiate straight. Not my scene.

The FB was on a mission! I walk in and the next thing I know he is pounding my tight hole. Sitting on his cock also hit the right spot!

Just arrived at the gym and the showers are closed. Should have stayed in bed!

Just comfirmed a morning pounding with the FB. Can't wait! Great way to start the long weekend.

This cute but stupid dude expects me to go to the East Side & get a pounding. As much as I need a good f-ck, it's not happening. In boxers.

The cute Asian due next to me I thing wants to hook up. Those boys have small d-cks. May not do it for me.

Just got to the gym. Wearing Jockey bikini briefs under my shorts. Hot, sexy and all horny now.

Ready for bed and incredibly tired. Dates can be emotionally and physically exhausting. Weights tomorrow morning @ 6am. No pecs, no sex.

I may soon be a chubby chaser. The FB wanted me to get off work early & come get a pounding. Couldn't leave the office.

In Chelsea, 23rd & 8th and the boys are stumbling by. Waiting for the new boy to show. I hope he's not the chub sitting in Starbucks.

Finishing up on the elyptical then abs and legs. If you are in NYC, go to the NYSC @ 6am on 41st & 8th and hit me up!

4:50a had time to J/O before rushing to the gym. Lost my 1yr Metrocard. Pain in the ass to replace. Dinner & drinks tonight w/another boy.